i am who i am;

MELISSA
MEL
250791
child of God(:
KC
CHRISTIAN
MEGALIFER
Bowler
student councilor
discipline comm
USHER
ilovemyjesus


EAST3
ZONE 1
electric guitars
BASE guitars!
singing!
bowling
BVP mammoth(:
DOGs!
FRIENDS((:
CHOCOLATES
COWS
BIOLOGY((:
taking pictures ((:
sunflowers
LIME GREEN
GREEN
black
the crashing sound of waves
the crunching sound of dried leaves
the dark dark sky, with specs of stars*
SMILES
playing in the rain
the way sunnyside ups look. minus the runny yellow part.

hear my heart;


i cringe every time you cut yourself down
you hide your pain like it doesn't count
so when i hear you laugh are you cryin' deep inside
'cause you fall below the standards in your mind
to Him you matter more than you'll ever know
so let the Lord love you

we may search for truth, but we listen more to lies
play them over and over in our minds
till we're left with some distorted point of view
that cripples who we are and all we do there are times you've gotta fight for all you're worth
stand up to the voices from the past
so let the Lord love you

you gotta let the Lord love you

friends i hold dear;

abby
ally
amanda
anne
aretha
audrey
benchew
cassandra
charlene
chloe
clarissa
cordelia
dale
dazzlyn
emeline
genesis
heather
Heda
ian
izza
jiajia
joeyee
joshuachan
joshuacho
keshia
lisa
loretta
lorraine
marian
mel and val
nanxin
nathelie
oswald
rachel
sarah
sherrie
shuhua
soekkhern
tianying
triza
valerie
vanessa
victoria
weiming
weizhen
ziwei

Without no words;


sweet sweet memories of mine;

April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007

Sunday, September 23, 2007 -

CHANGE! :

heh.
i've moved.
http://livesinme.livejournal.com/


simply simplicity 7:20 AM



Saturday, September 22, 2007 -

:

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you knowthe hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels
our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fatetime falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end
our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
all of my regret will wash away some how
but i can not forget the way i feel right now
in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remainthese little wonders these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these little wonders still remain



it's time to move on.
God, i'm sorry i even thought of it.
i'm going to trust you 100%
yes everything, everything


simply simplicity 11:55 PM



Saturday, September 15, 2007 -

LOVE :

wow.
preparing for prayer meeting and leading it has been...
well lets say it's one of an experience.
a good one.
i really learnt to rely on God,
although i was very scared and the fear was rather evident in my voice.
i din want to use the mike . i dont like it.
i never did as a prefect, a councillor and just as a person.

God's been really faithful.
while i was preparing for the prayer meeting,
i was looking through my bible for a verse and 'pop'
i turned to deuteronomy( i hope i spelt it correctly)
18:6-7 and guess what?
it was about the levites(celebration team)
cool huh?
i dont know how much the people understand what i was trying to share
but you know what, that's not for me to make them understand.
you get what i mean?

sighs. this week has been a hell of a week.
prelims have kept me busy.
terrible.
facts and formulas are all stuck in my head.
leaving little room for the short term memory space.
LOL. i seriously suffer from STM la
sighs. bad bad.
so i'm really sorry if i can't remember a lot of things =/
HEEHEE.
ohwells.

God, thank you for being so faithful(:'
ilovemyGod


simply simplicity 8:52 AM



Monday, September 10, 2007 -

mugg mugg mugg :

i promise mugging for prelims/o levels is no fun=(
my body system is swirling with coffee.
you have no idea how much i've drunk menn.
i feel horrible but it's like the thing that keeps me awake.
hurr.
i'm tired.
yet i'll keep pressing on((:
i will prove you wrong


simply simplicity 4:27 AM



Wednesday, September 5, 2007 -

:

just a random thought.

when you pray for, lets say courage to step up of your comfort zone,
or whatever you want, God doesn't just give it to you.
He gives you opportunities to be courageous (etc).
that is when you find what you're looking for.
(:


simply simplicity 10:44 PM



Tuesday, September 4, 2007 -

love :


okayy. maybe i've been a bit emo in my posts.
but i'm definetly better now.
how true.
when you're hurting inside,
what you really want to know is if anyone at all cares about you.

God does not expect us to be perfect when we are hurting
God does not judge us simply from our inability to process pain

such a timely sermon(:
i needed most.
________________________________________________________________

anyways. yesterday was ushers' inting.
lol. it ws enjoyable really although i din play coz of the stupid sprain of back.
how dumbdumb. sighs. nonethless it was good((:
i hope it went as well for the new ushers.
i have pictures! well not as much as those on ian's camera. but i do have.
so if you want drop me a tag.heh.
i've got unglam shots of the leaders.
HEEHEE!
after the whole thing, the leaders went for dinner,ern treat(: then ben and jerry's!
lol. that's twice i've eaten ben and jerry's this week menn.
then home.


You ask, “Where is God when it hurts?”
He said, “Right Here!”



simply simplicity 7:34 PM



Sunday, September 2, 2007 -

i love you Lord :

it never rains, but it always pours.
but you know what.
i'll keep holding on, not because it is my duty,
but because i love God and i want to obey him.
God, everything is in your hands.
please guide me out of this rough patch.


simply simplicity 6:38 AM